In this surprising and moving memoir, the legendary rap star and cofounder of Run D.M.C. keeps it a hundred percent, speaking out about his battle with depression and overcoming suicidal thoughts—one of the most devastating yet little known health issues plaguing the black community today. As one third of the legendary rap group Run D.M.C., Darryl “DMC” McDaniels—aka Legendary MC, The Devastating Mic Controller, and the King of Rock—had it all: talent, money, fame, prestige. While hitting #1 on the __Billboard__ charts was exhilarating, the group’s success soon became overwhelming. A creative guy who enjoyed being at home alone or with his family, DMC turned to alcohol to numb himself, a retreat that became an addiction. For years, he went through the motions. But in 1997, when intoxication could no longer keep the pain at bay, he plunged into severe depression and became suicidal. He wasn’t alone. During the same period, suicide became the number three leading cause of death among black people—a health crisis that continues to this day. In this riveting memoir, DMC speaks openly about his emotional and psychological struggles and the impact on his life, and addresses the many reasons that led him—and thousands of others—to consider suicide. Some of the factors include not being true to who you are, feelings of loneliness, isolation, and alienation, and a lack of understanding and support from friends and family when it’s needed most. He also provides essential information on resources for getting help. Revealing how even the most successful people can suffer from depression, DMC offers inspiration for everyone in pain—information and insight that he hopes can help save other lives. In this surprising and moving memoir, the legendary rap star and cofounder of Run D.M.C. keeps it a hundred percent, speaking out about his battle with depression and overcoming suicidal thoughts#8212;one of the most devastating yet little known health issues plaguing the black community today. As one third of the legendary rap group Run D.M.C., Darryl "DMC" McDaniels#8212;aka Legendary MC, The Devastating Mic Controller, and the King of Rock#8212;had it all: talent, money, fame, prestige. While hitting #1 on the Billboard charts was exhilarating, the group's success soon became overwhelming. A creative guy who enjoyed being at home alone or with his family, DMC turned to alcohol to numb himself, a retreat that became an addiction. For years, he went through the motions. But in 1997, when intoxication could no longer keep the pain at bay, he plunged into severe depression and became suicidal. He wasn't alone. During the same period, suicide became the number three leading cause of death among black people#8212;a health crisis that continues to this day. In this riveting memoir, DMC speaks openly about his emotional and psychological struggles and the impact on his life, and addresses the many reasons that led him#8212;and thousands of others#8212;to consider suicide. Some of the factors include not being true to who you are, feelings of loneliness, isolation, and alienation, and a lack of understanding and support from friends and family when it's needed most. He also provides essential information on resources for getting help. Revealing how even the most successful people can suffer from depression, DMC offers inspiration for everyone in pain#8212;information and insight that he hopes can help save other lives In this surprising and moving memoir, the legendary rap star and cofounder of Run D.M.C. keeps it a hundred percent, speaking out about his battle with depression and overcoming suicidal thoughtsone of the most devastating yet little known health issues plaguing the black community today. As one third of the legendary rap group Run D.M.C., Darryl DMC McDanielsaka Legendary MC, The Devastating Mic Controller, and the King of Rockhad it all: talent, money, fame, prestige. While hitting #1 on the Billboard charts was exhilarating, the groups success soon became overwhelming. A creative guy who enjoyed being at home alone or with his family, DMC turned to alcohol to numb himself, a retreat that became an addiction. For years, he went through the motions. But in 1997, when intoxication could no longer keep the pain at bay, he plunged into severe depression and became suicidal. But he wasnt alone. During the same period, suicide became the number three leading cause of death among black peoplea health crisis that continues to this day. In this riveting memoir, DMC speaks openly about his emotional and psychological struggles and the impact on his life, and addresses the many reasons that led himand thousands of othersto consider suicide. Some of the factors include not being true to who you are, feelings of loneliness, isolation, and alienation, and a lack of understanding and support from friends and family when its needed most. He also provides essential information on resources for getting help. Revealing how even the most successful people can suffer from depression, DMC offers inspiration for everyone in paininformation and insight that he hopes can help save other lives. The Legendary Rap Star And Cofounder Of Run D.m.c. Speaks Out About His Battle With Depression And Overcoming Suicidal Thoughts-- One Of The Most Devastating Yet Little Known Health Issues Plaguing The Black Community Today. Unchained Melancholy: Dealing With Darkness, Depression, And A Death Wish -- You Drink, You Die: Escaping The Grip Of Alcohol Abuse -- Career Decisions: Owning My Truths, Forging My Path -- Closed Circles: Life Is Better With Supportive Friends -- Identity Crisis: A Family Secret Revealed -- Balancing Act: From A Strong Body Comes A Sound Mind -- Losing A Little Of Myself: Coping With Violence And Death -- The Great I Am: A Search For Spiritual Contentment -- Family Value: Discovering Love, Finding Fatherhood -- Remixed: Bringing Out The Best In Me. Darryl Dmc Mcdaniels With Darrell Dawsey. A deeply personal memoir by the legendary rap star and co-founder of Run D.M.C. shares the story of his battle with depression, and struggles to overcome dangerous suicidal thoughts