Unexpected Gift

The moment I saw her, my life was changed. She was forbidden and a big part of my brother’s world and he warned me. I saw the hunger in her and It drove me fucking insane. Once I had that taste, I couldn’t stop. I tried to fight it, but it was too hard. I know she wasn’t the one-night kind of girl. She was in my head and my heart. I didn’t want that night to end. Would she regret this tomorrow when the sun was up, and reality surrounded us? I never knew that my life could change that much in two weeks, but she was making me see everything differently. I knew it was worth it to try to make it work with her. And it killed me to sit so far from her. I wanted her in my arms. I’d never felt that way with a woman before so why was it happening with someone here? I wanted new things and new chances. She had a life here in New York and mine was back in California. I was leaving in a week and a half. That was only one of the reasons that I shouldn’t be thinking of her this way. Was this the real thing for me? Finally? Only time would tell.